16 weeks ago I left home feeling excited, nervous,
anxious, sad, elated, scared and confused. And tonight, I feel every single bit
of these emotions all over again as I watch my room empty out and prepare to
leave Florence tomorrow. These past 4 months are unlike anything I have ever
imagined I would experience in my lifetime; I am eternally grateful for this
opportunity.
7 countries, 13 cities. I feel like I should be
telling you all what my favorite place was, or my favorite night in Florence,
or what I am going to miss the most. But I really can't. What I can tell you is
the cliche thing that I am sure every person (girl) going abroad will say: It
showed me so much about myself. I seriously hate that I am writing that because
it is so typical but I think I've grown up so much this past semester- more than
I ever expected to. I learned that I need to have a plan at all times (sorry
roommates), that I can be adventurous (despite all your beliefs), that I
appreciate my family more than ever and that I am maybe too obsessed with my
friends....So this brings me to my abroad family.
10 girls in one apartment was more than we all
bargained for, but given our circumstances, we did a pretty damn good job. I
want you all to know that each of you has made this experience for
me. Together, we saw the most amazing things and I dont know how many people
can say they traveled the world with their best friends. I am going to miss our
pre-bed-time chats Em (what would I do with out you), making fun of Jess for
her countdown and Sam for her selfie obsession, having Kerry and Marissa as my
rocks here, laughing till I cry with Deyon and CeeCee, having heart to hearts
with Anna and being absolutely so inappropriate with Maria. There is just way
too many of us to mention but I hope that you all know I love you all so much.
Thank you for making this that much better.
This entire experience was a
risk-one that I was obviously willing to take, but one that was completely
terrifying and absolutely life changing. I want my family to know how
incredibly thankful I am for this. Thank you for trusting me, enabling me to do
this and being so supportive because I would not even be able to make it a day
without you guys.
I'm not quite sure when the next time I will see Buckingham
Palace in London, eat the most amazing food in Siena, paraglide off the Swiss
alps in Interlaken, tour the colosseum slightly tipsy in Rome, visit Paris for
less than 40 hours, ride a gondola in Venice, spend a week with my best friends
in Barcelona, walk down cliffs in the Amalfi coast, tour the islands of Croatia
on a boat OR camp out during a beer fest in Germany, but I definitely will
cherish these past 4 months of my life. What I know I probably won't be able to
do again is wake up every morning to be greeted by the Ponte Vecchio. How
did I manage to get so lucky?
So now the time has really come. As we all push
through the tears and pack up our inappropriate amount of baggage, I am so
ready to come home. I miss everyone and cannot wait to see you all. And with
about 2,000 views on my blog, thank you to everyone who has traveled with me
and read through my experiences- it means more to me than you'll ever know. I
have to stop here because if I continue I'll never stop. SEE YOU TOMORROW NEW
YORK....CIAO FOR NOW FLORENCE, you have the biggest piece of my heart.
xo Bria